emily's still up on 5.00am
just came back from pangkor and genting.
she's really dead beat...

Something is just not so right today !!!!
someone has just offended me.

GG

omfg..

i'm already addicted

Could Nate archibald & Chuck bass be any hotter ?

gossip girl

cant wait for season 2 !!!!

emily

xx

Happy

hello people !
Seems like i've been neglecting my blog for quite some time.
i don't keep my updates everyday. Indeed, i'm lazy to blog and post pictures.

so yesterday was one of the night that i got to gather with my childhood pals at my uncle area until midnight.
we had a really good chat though it has been an ages we did not hook up.
Had so much laughs with them. Talking about childhood moments.
Beer.wine. turkish dinner.salads.fruits.
*exhales* stuff in so much food there.
.......

*beams*

Just had my brunch with my family at avenueK.

then off to shopping malls.

i rarely snap picture with my eldest bro. Here is one of it.

*chuckles* tralalala
ahhh, i'm happy today.
what i can say is 10 times happier.

Parents

pfft. i'm very angry now.
my parents are really driving me up to the wall now adays. Seriously, i've never been this pissed at them before.
i dont understand why're they scolding me without any valid reason indeed they badger me like hell. Even today my dad just scoff at me on the phone instead of asking me whether i reach home already or not.Actually, there's a reason for it. Sometimes i found out he kept repeating the same thing until i got fed up with it. All this while, my patience has gone up to the limit. I'm afraid that one day i'll utter something really nasty to them. However, i still have to bear with all these problems. Darn ~, i merely know this might never end untill they slowly give me full freedom.
All this while, i've never try to against them as i know they're my true parents. Sigh..

till then,

emily xoxo

college

Regarding about the college stuff , i'm a lil bit regret of not going into january intake.

Supposingly i'm going for march intake.Despite, for march intake is really a rush !! as they will rush up your work and u've to catch up ur lesson cause we graduate with the january intake students. Sigh...most probaly i'll be entering the july intake eventhough is kinda late but i've no choice for that =(.

basically i'm still indecision of choosing the course that will lead me to a better path.
* mass comm
*marketing
*business

i need to know more about it. i'll be going to klcc for the education fair this sunday.

ohhh another thing that i've to thanks nat and vvens who gave me the guidance about mass communication. it's great to have their explaination. Thanks for calling and help me to check out about the registration whether is it full already. Ahh, thanks for everything.

hopefully, i get the right choice !

2008 ---> 2009

knowing that 2008 is coming to an end..

Throughout the entire year, there're poignant and jaunty moments that i've gone through.
somehow i don't feel too good for this year. But that was already past and i finally made up my decision for the statement.Not gonna think something really daft, no point of thinking.There's no way of helping as that is not a solution. Apart from that, i'm now enjoying my days and life. Having lots of laughs this few weeks. haha whenever i laugh i tend to burst out in tears cause i've too much jokes and fun *grins*. hmm still missing their damn lame jokes.Talking over the phone with them in the middle of night *laughs*. Haha everything is a blast.Anyhow i did appreciate every seconds.

look people, 2008 is just almost pass in a flash. 1 more day to go, will be the new year of 2009.

everyone is looking forward to 2009 isnt it ? me as well haha. I hope 2009 will be the most enchanting year. Hopefully, i can fulfill my resolutions.

oh shits , he makes me laugh again. keep laughing. Can't stop laughing.

SUPPER

Having choco mints.nougat.vono mushroom cheese soup. with another additional slice of cheesdale.
oh ! this is making me real fat. I tend to had food like cheese and breads that is putting on my weight lately. Plus, i had my brunch with a few slice of domino's pizzas at my my cousin hairstudio in the afternoon. whatever la ! i don't even bother about my body figure. Food is a way to enjoy.

Speaking of christmas, i guess everyone's will be heading to the town for countdown.

This year will be a lil different for me, i'm not gonna countdown indeed will be having game with splashing water at the pool side with the guys at the abandoned house haha.

sign off,
emily xoxo

argghh !!
why the heck is the internet and msn so doom today ?
showing me this darn troubleshoot, isshhhh
nevertheless, i get to access to the blogger here. weird

so as today i went to get info about the undang thingy, yes people !! i'm a bit late though my birthday is on the march !!! well blame me for being sucks in time mangement haha

later on, headed to mph bookstore since the day is so dull and boring. i was there to flip through the cleo and female magazines and i've been looking for a story book which is really nice to read and extreme. Plus, highly emotional. hehe knowing me lar hor ! very picky wan =p. Sadly, i don't see any nice storybook either.

oh yea, not forgetting telling u i bump in to this lil chubby girl phooi sze !! sitting next to her on the carpet with our books there. We're talking about the prom stuff and those current teenage students. Giggling at one of our topic. *laughs* i still can't stop laughing at the oh so called aunty =p . Ironically, they 're meant to be those princess girl huh ? haha

alright i shall sign off now !!
gotta go for baking session
gonna bake really cheesy cake tee hee =)

idiotic

i've litte things to remark about this person
well knowing u for a long period of time, from my point of view u've totally changed into another person.
what makes me think that, you're so fake when u're facing someone u despise him/her hypocrisy. Don't u think so ?
Trying to wear a mask in front of him/her, saying things that are so different. You only know how to gossip and give catty remarks on those people. Despite, at the end u talk bullshits.

hey you yea it's YOU.
u look so worthless and like a nincompoop.
whatever it's i don't treasure u as my friend anymore, you're just not worth to be.
oh yea, another reminder i'm not your companion okay!!! u thought i'm ur dog or ur wat ????
when u need someone to talk or kill ur boredom then only u look for me ? u need someone to make u laugh either ? i shall tell u better fuck off man. I'm not ur clown.
Please use 'companion' this word in a proper way not in a sense of friend.
For ur info, a friend is to treasure not treating them as ur companion.
don't mention things that is so mean. Think before u say something.
what i can see, u're such an good actor, having two faces like u are like a failure
u damn fakeshits.

sorry for being this mean to u, but i just can't help think that u're really a stranger person.

oh well, don't let me see ur effing face whenever i see or bump into u .

love

A side note to u,

Throughout the courses of bygones,
we've disperse into different path. Maybe this is fate.
We are not destined to be together.

Yup, i've tend to fall at the wrong track at times.
You just can't blame me for that, this is life. Sometimes, i do get back on the right thoughts.
why does it have to be so bias? are u stupid or what ? i guess u've grown up to think rationally.
i've questioned myself for so many times why am i so dumb to entertain things that it wouldn't happen in my life ? pfft you're just being greed with companies. don't u think so ? yea friends.
the way u talk will leash to dissappointment.
why do i've to bear this burden ? i really don't understand.


To you love is a game just meant to be played. Isn't it ?
where 3 words often said are lies spoken by those fakers and fuckers.
For the sake of having it, it's only a sad pathetic that left in my memory .
love is about making decisions and one deicision affects other.
if you treat love like a game. Start loving urself before you love another.
the stain u left in my heart, couldn't be cure.
love requires no words.
love is an excuse, an excuse to get hurt.

Yes people, i've a great intense on this guy. There's no way of controling myself.
But there's nothing i can do about. *weeps*
i've been thinking and missing over him since the day had ended.
i wonder why is it so hard for me to let it go...


All in all, the game over was painful with tears streaming down.
well i guess thats the only sole main reason i know now.

p/s: u know who u're, i write this with my tears flowing down on my face.

Just randomly thought of picking white colour for my toes.
Painted my toe-nails with white paint.

yen's bday @ la risata

the birthday girl

normal

exam is finally ended
somehow i don't feel any huge relief , hyper or extreme.
all in all exam is over. Thats it.
It's really neutral for the outcomes yesterday.
I've been over thinking for every single thing whilst i'm on the bed lately.
Well, i won't be seeing ssg studets until the results is out around march.
Yea, i guess everyone's know i'm not attending the dinner even i've the choice to.
I've my own reasons for that.

Till then,
emily
xx

='(

tear drops

just so u know

something had arouse me by waking me up so early in the morning today.
woke up at 4 something jus now, this is so unusual haha

no matter how late i sleep, i tend to wake up when the day dawn.
there are lots of things that tends to spring into my mind lately.
even i dream lots of bad dreams. Yes, really bad !
Yea,thinking irrelevant thoughts and things that it wouldn't happen in my future.
trying to get myself calm and get things to solve.
very frustrating and depressing whevever i face something really bad

sigh i don't belong to u

-__-

*cough*
i've been coughing endlessly for the past few days till now...

fever comes now...wtf everything in a row...

damn irritating la !

=(

before that was flue
and i had my bad cough with flue now

sigh how i wish he will be there to comfort me

meet candy pink

slim
unique colour ( pinkalicious)
various function
worth it

=)

carl's junior

this was last saturday,
eldest bro decided to treat us a dinner just because he got good results for his medic & dentistry exam

thanks =)

yummy
thanks for buying me this all the way =)

sick =(

sigh...
feeling so unwell now
caught in a bad flue since this evening
luckily i have 12 days off before my spm paper resume back on the 1st nov
which i've 3more papers to go...

god dammit, have been struggling for spm paper till midnight lately
pimples are popping up from my forehead, this is so irritating
it leaves lots of scar.

well, i shouldn't be blogging now...
should have off to the bed
till then good night's

emily xoxo

nice ones

A flawless ones

i like this =)

for time being
start from the begining
cherish the moment that have gone through all this whilst


much love,
emily xoxo

home alone

sigh i'm home alone

nobody is at home. Parents outstation, elder brother clubbing ,youngest bro went to cousin house and i'm the only girl at home .I'm here chatting around on msn,walking around,looking for food and chatting on phone.

o.O it's almost 3.30 am gotta sleep now
good night's everyone !

laughters

meet up with laric,edwin,william n chian today...and the girl who's like really well prepared for her spm still can skip tuition and hang out with the gang...chill out at cafe's yumcha, playing cards and so on.playing cards our trademark ly ly & ric ricme wearing on laric cap's he just loves his shirt freakin much just because with that prints on his shirt

my closest kaki's

stressed out with spm paper another darling boy is very stressed too cos we have deal with particular subjectsanyhow, i never revise my work today, all i know once i on my com i'll just cling to it.
well guys thanks for today, we had loads of laugh and jokes.

sign off,
emily xoxo

burrrrpp !

i feel so bloated now...

ate 2 packs of nasi lemak grrr my tummy don't feel good >:(

oh yea before i sign off,
Happy Halloween !
sigh , i've never fit in halloween costume before..